Nollywood actress Tonto Dikeh woke up this morning reflecting on how far she has grown spiritually and physically, and decided to share with her fans on Instagram her journey on overcoming anger.
Read below:
“Woke up reflecting on who i am and how far i have grown spiritually, physically as a woman*
I had so much anger, So much venom, so much Hate to give*
I didnt understand why neither did i give A hoot*
I thought life Was all i Saw, Most of my anger Came from my Childhood (even though i did have a great childhood),Some came from Been Sick, Another came from been motherless,etc*
Darlings i was broken, i was a walking disaster, A ticking time Bomb*
I was on a suicide part on a regular, sigh#
Bottom line I Saved me, i got to realise that no1 cares about your Pain or life, people already have too much on their plate Or are more Angry about life than you are, I came to understand that without me the world would still go on with nothing missed and might even be a better place, you might be missed for a day, week, years but i bet you, u gonna be so forgotten when its time*i came to understand the change i needed was inside of me, We really don’t maximise our God given Authority AS God’s creations #PRAYER#*
I came to realise that Anger is a more deadly messed up illness than CANCER, my anger was the shield between me and happiness, Love, Life, etc*I came to realise that my future depends on me letting go of all the hurt/Anger/Negativity and fully committed to God and living a good life**
I did realise a couple of things about myself, love, God/Allah, Food. We are barely existing n not living without God*Good food is fuel for your mind, soul n body**
Release yourself today from Your Burden/Anger/Pain and truly discover a life of constant joy in his grace..
I didn’t turn born again or nothing i just realised that I AM SPECIAL.”
