Chris Brown Reflects on His Past Reckless Life: ‘I looked in the mirror and hated the person I see… I talk to God a lot now’
Chris Brown’s road to success has definitely been marred with a lot of ups and downs, with the singer always being at the center of numerous feuds, legal battles, and more! Brown was recently reported to have been in a tug of war with Baby Mama Nia Guzman after she demanded a child support fee of $15K – a six fold increase from the miserly monthly sum of $2,500 which she was previously receiving from Brown – for their 11-month-old daughter, which then led the singer to cut off the entire support! Click here if you missed it!
Breezy seems to be getting frustrated with these never-ending drama in his life, that he recently took to Instagram to share a photo of himself lounging by the ocean captioned with a lengthy message detailing his reflection on his troubled past and the recognition of the faults within him that led him to making his past mistakes.
The message reads:
“I’m Konfuzed, I always thought I knew the concept of love. Fame and Money can get in the way of that. Most of my issues always deal with love and me being in my feelings. Not to mention me being a dog sometimes,” he began.
“I can’t speak for everyone but I can say that my actions contributed a lot to my karma. Being jealous and angry and controlling. There has been times where I looked in the mirror and hated the person I see. I talk to God a lot now. He’s given me so much and I feel like I waste his gifts becuz of my impulsive personality.”
Chris Brown’s lifestyle with his Baby Mama issue and relationships with past girlfriends, Rihanna and Karrueche Tran were some of the topics discussed in previous editions of Golden Icons newly-produced opinion-oriented talk show, GI-180! Watch Episode 1 and Episode 3 here!